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Title Page
Copyright
Contents
Prologue
Part I: A Childhood Closing
Cows Do Not Dream
This Is the Picture on the Postcard
A Trail of Gum Wrappers
Night Sets on a Wild Dry Cow
Childish Things
Internalized
Going Big
The Trade-Off
Notes on the American Dairy Industry
Part II: The World Beyond
When the CowboysCame Around
The Colors of Milking
Donuts and Secondhand Cows
All Hail the New Adult
The Chopper
Beyond the Hill
On the Hood of a Chevy
Intervention
Smelling Smoke
The Day I Was Asked
The Weather in Canaseraga
On a Flat Road
Notes on the American Dairy Industry
Part III: Choices
Haunting
When the Numbers Don’t Work
Stories in an Old Shed
Notes on the Gothic
What We Reach For
The Waiting
Learning It All Over Again
Ti-Ti
The Moment of Waking
Delayed Portents
Notes on the American Dairy Industry
Part IV: The Problem with Endings
Seasons of the Absurd
The Food Bank
When Fish Eat
An Ending, Mostly Chosen
The Aesthetics of Decline
Where the Milk Goes
Born a Farmer
The Way We Go Out
The Last Day a Dennis Milked
The Machinery Sale
No One Said What Farming Was
A Happy Story
The End
Losing Champ
Appendix: Twelve Moments That Killed the American Family Dairy Farm
Acknowledgments
About the Author